Should I be happy?

It just arrived yesterday, my flight information to Washington DC on 29th of June. I'll spend like 4 days there, and then after that I'll directly come back home to Indonesia. So should I be happy?

I've been waiting for this information since months ago, but now, when the time is ticking, I feel sad. It will feels so weird, have to adjust to my normal life there, come back to the busy days with hard classes, and struggle to pass the test. I'm not sure I can adapt with new friends too, or getting used to the weather again.

I might get a reverse culture shock. It's sounds scary, how if it happens? And I can't run away, because it is my home. Daaang, it's pretty crazy.

I hope I'll be okay though, I keep imagining good things back home.

Foods.

Families.

Friends.

And so on.

Even though it'll be different and undeniable difficult.

But I'll try hard, because I know I love Indonesia, and I miss my mom.

I need y'all support.