October 24, 2010

Losing spirit

I just so tired with all of this crap. I hate school. I'm tired with all of these science stuffs, those are driving me crazy (seriously). It makes me feel awful whenever I see peoples, studying, day and night, monday to sunday, because simply I can't be like that. The reason? I just feel... It is not my natural ability, to learn something I don't like, continuously.

I know I'll not take those kinda exams though. I'll not participating in SIMAK UI, UTUL UGM, UMB, or even SNMPTN. So what I have to do? Preparing for national exam?

I'm so tired, and losing my spirit for now. Need someone to bring my mood up. It is you? I'm waiting for you.

9 comments:

audrey said...

oh, lily guess what im feeling the same thing right now!!! D: suntuuuuuuk -____-"

minggu dateng ya jam 1 li :)

^^Pinkz^^ said...

hi lily.. waiting for who? lol..
still remember me?? hehe.. Gw pingkan.. yg td mnta fto bareng waktu di pesta blogger..
mampir yaa k bLog gw..

lovesyourbody.blogspot.com

Ria Aryani said...

Heloooo lily..met jumpa lwt blog yah.hihihihihi
ternyata,km baek + ramah yah,n berprestasi bgt smpe jd mahasiswi pertukaran ke amerika..I'm proud u...

aq ud follow km nih.follow back yah, dreamworld-fullinside.blogspot.com
thx a lot :D

novelya said...

hi lily,oy gw kmrn yang ketemu di pesta blogger,,kayaknya seru yah acaranya..kalau ada lagi gw pengen ikutn...

btw mampir k blog gw y...hehe

Anonymous said...

hey sis .. i need to write as anonym cuz u know how it is me and computer :D something like Micah .. :D .. lol .. so .. why the f*** r u losing spirit ? u cant remember what u were saying to me in states ? what u were teaching me ? that it is important to study hard and get to good university cuz this is only way for us to get a good job and have pretty good money from this job, what equals to the good life... but studyin for u was always something more than just studying ? idk what happended , just hope that it is just bad period of time. u r smarty :) my smarty!! girl who is veery veery smart and clever. Do ur best and that way reach ur goals and dreams!!! I love you so much! Gabby

Christina Mendoza said...

yes, um, my name is Christina Mendoza and I agree completely with Gabby!!!
You OF ALL PEOPLE I KNOW! WORK SOOOOOOOOO HARD!!! you never give up Lily! you are not a quitter !!!
:D I am sure this negative episode of your life will pass...just remember that life is a movie, do whatever you want, but always remember that what you do is being recorded, if you want those things to be only good clips...then you have to be a good actress...you are the director and the actor...
YOU DECIDE!
whatever you end up doing....always know its being recorded... :)
always strive to get a five star rating :) you will do fine Lily i know...EVERYONE HATES SCHOOL AND STUDYING !! some more than others....so, this is normal...you are not crazy...ahahahaha!!!

Lily I miss YOU!! :*
good luck! :)

Livia "Lily" Meilani said...

aww thanks for all of y'all support :D

@audrey : sori kemaren ga dateeeng huhuhu, yea, it's so damn tiring, school sucks, but we cant do nothing... mari berjuang sama2 :D

@pinkz : iya nanti aku follow yaaa :D
iya inget koook :3 makasih ya udah mampir

@ria aryani : haha, jadi malu :3 aku follow yaa :D makasih udah mampir ke blog aku :D

@novelya : iya mau mampir, tp kamu ngga ninggalin url huhuhu, gimana yaa?

@gabby : oh my lovey dovey! thanks for your support, i loveee you so bad! yeah, i'm in a bad period of my life... you know, life isn't easier here, school it's a million times harder -__-. but thanks for you attention, youre my best sister ever! love you so muuuuccch! ♥

@christina : i miss you too! i like you comparing life with a clip, i agree with you, i have to make my life precious! thank you so much, you such a good friend of mine :) hope your college life happier than my school life! haha, love you :*

Aldriana A. Amir said...

Lilyyy, SEMANGAAAATT!! Huhuu.. baru main ke sini lg.. Udah telat jg ya postingannya, haha..
Sekarang udah kembali bersemangat lg kaann..? :)

Livia "Lily" Meilani said...

udah lebih baik siiiih :)alhamdulilah :DD semoga kedepannya lancar! doain aja yaaa